Saturday, July 12, 2008
I think im a lesbian and l love my best friend?
i really think im a lesbian im 19 and i have had a best friend for 7 years and i love her so much when shes by me i just wanna hold her and be next to her and spend every moment with her and when shes with other guys i get upset. when she holds my hand(jokingly) i love it and i could never tell her i was a lesbian and loved her it would scare her away i dont know what to do, andif my family knew they would hate me :( but i do find guys physically attractive and i dont find girls attractive! thats why im so confused. its just that i think i love her so much when she hugs me it feels right im so confused i want to die :(
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Hello.
First off, I'm curious, is it just your friend that you're in love with? Or are you strongly attracted to other women as well?
I'm sorry that you cannot be with your friend. I think it's only natural that if your attracted to women, that you'd fall for your best friend. After all, that's what everyone is looking for in a partner ... a best friend and a lover.
I'm a male and my best friend for about a decade has been a female friend. For the first year or two, from my standpoint, things were "normal", but at one point, and I'm not even sure when, I feel in love with her. She got married, I'm happy for her, truly I am ... however, when we're together, I long to be with her. So, I understand what you're feeling.
I wish you all the best, and be true to yourself!!
-james4u4ever@yahoo.com
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