Is it sweet lesbian love??

First off.. we're lesbians... we've been together 5 months, but actually aren't together anymore. We had to break up because my parents are totally against gay relationships...so yea that's that. Anyways we broke up once about a month ago, and couldn't stand being apart so decided to sneak a relationship & got caught yet a second time. So i've now been transfered to a new school away from her which HURTS LIKE HELL!! I met a new girl there who i kind of like & decided to try and move on with this girl.. but i just can't get any excitment. My ex girlfriend is the same.. tried to move on but just can't. She ended up calling me tonight just to talk... we aren't back together but we keep telling eachother i love you's and calling eachother babe and baby again. Everytime we break up... we can't help but go back to eachother. & it's impossible to move on! Is this love?? The feeling is like... man i love her to death & i'm so happy to have her.. but at the same time is hurts like hell...